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[23 Nov 2006|12:15pm] |
thursday already. gonna have a chalet later on. probably leaving early so i can wake tmr for WORK. siannn... yes... today's the last day of my leave. hafta go back tmr. basically, thing's been alright. waiting for the 10th of december. want some more ka chings rolling in. yeah baby.
new bike, new clothes, new shoes, new stud, new car, new computer.
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[18 Nov 2006|12:35pm] |
i want a dog.
i want a golden retriever.
i'm sad
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| most coincidental day |
[11 Nov 2006|05:22am] |
Todays the most coincidental day i've ever had. so many coincidences hapening at the same time.so here's how it went...
#1 ming kai has a chalet for his girlfriend's chalet at costa sands. he asked me to go cos he wanted to introduce this girl, sebrina, to me. anyways, not cos i wanted to get fresh with her, i went to the chalet. amazingly, i came to know that sebrina is chelle's roommate and better still, abelyn (ming kai's gf) is also in the same course as chelle.ha.
#2 matt wanted to meet up with me with his gf, cheryl. so we decided to go out. Esther called me when i was on the way to holland rd to pick cheryl up. she wanted to meet me too. so, i arranged for all of us to meet. it so happened that ellise was there too and cheryl is actually esther's collegue in the SIA.
#3 mett's best friend bernice is actually esther's and ellise's school mate in sec school. super coincidental
#4 we came to realise that esther and ellise has a watch that they really hate which are both presents. the EXACT same model.
just so amazing. =)
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| NAVY |
[10 Nov 2006|09:25pm] |
been so long. life's been pretty good.
well, for one i almost died 2 days ago in camp. was swinging like a monkey across 2 double decker beds. did flips and all. was flung backwards and i fell head first on the ground, missing the bed frame by an inch or so. my mind went blank for a sec or 2 till i sat up with my bunk mates staring at me, jaws opened wide. THANK GOD!
i should be posted onboard 4th Frigate, RSS TENACIOUS (71) as a WES3 or 4. But i would apreciate it if God places me onboard the 2nd Frigate, RSS INTREPID (69). cos it'll be going half-round the world in 2008! i wanna go!!! 6mths out at sea!!! think about the places i will explore man! Well, we'll see what God grants me. btw guys, my vocation is a WES (Weapons Electrical Specialist), actually otherwise known as an electrician. Most systems onboard the frigate are Confidental though u may find some info on the web. There're much more unexposed secrets onboard. For example, how it goes stealth. =) cool huh?
Anyways, i've just drawn my CORPORAL rank. Well, i was suppossed to be promoted on August 18, but oh wells... Haha.
Till next time peeps.
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| sleepless nights |
[03 Sep 2006|04:24pm] |
oxymoronic how i can be happy with my sleepless nights in camp. =) the handphone is made to good use here.
fire fighting module up next week. passed my CIS 0.5" Machine Gun Test already. pretty excited about next week though. =] Rules of the Road, on the other hand, is a uber boring module. Groans.
Well, direction is creeping in like a light from the end of the tunnel peeping thru the exit. i see the light now. =] slow and easy paul.
my girl friends have been having bf probs lately. 2 of which have broken up with their bfs. oh wells...thanks to that, they now have more time for me. Wahaha. -grins-
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| unhappy |
[20 Aug 2006|10:58pm] |
i am moody.
dun walk out on me people. it kills to be walked on.
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| 3 weeks to pop |
[30 Jul 2006|02:50pm] |
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life's been pretty boring in ns.
the routine goes like this:
0545 - wakey wakey
0600 - mustering
0615 - 5BX with run
0700 - breakfast
0845 - lessons
1200 - lunch
1300 - lessons
1700 - post admin/area cleaning
1800 - dinner
1830 - area cleaning
1930 - POP rehersal aka drills
2200 - night snack + RO
2230 - lights out
DAMN ROUTINE!!!!
everyday the same thing. wah kao...
anyways, matter of the heart now. hmmm...
one word: Emo.
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| test results so far |
[22 Jul 2006|08:20pm] |
IPPT
pullups: 3 (when i actually did 7)
shuttle run: 10.0s (actual score 9.0+ human error >.<)
situps: 43
standing broad jump: 221cm
2.4km: 12min 15secs (disappointing)
Swimming: Cat1 PASS!!! (certified self survival swimmer)
now i am able to go on board ships.
feeling very dry lately. though it's already my 6th week and end of my PT for BMT. Pre-JRC (junior Rating Course) starts next week. gonna be 8 to 5 study and then POP rehersal (18 August) at nite. i'm in the elite drill squard aka Fancy drill squad.expecting it to be tough like they promised.
My Passing Out Parade's (POP) gonna be pretty fun to watch. heard the routine for the whole programme. good stuff. They said we could bring 2 of our parents and a girlfriend. hmmm...
hmmmmm....
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i duno. my head's throbbing. it always happens when ... you know...
anyways, church tomorrow.on drum duty. then probably coming home to continue my instructor's appraisals before booking in at 2039. sighs...
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"Better Man"
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
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| happy pre-birthday to me |
[15 Jul 2006|11:28pm] |
my prezzies (b4 opening)
my prezzies (after opening)
the survival kit!
suppossed seafood dinner changed to master Wong's beef kway teow. i think his standards have dropped and the food was really salty. it was not my tastebuds. thanks zee for being modest. next time the truth would do. =) walked pretty long distances along changi beach while talking lotsa. shared stuff and all. =) enjoyed it loads.
btw, my ez-link is faulty. grrr.... and bus 109 brings us to changi village. cool.
sent zee home and "crawled" back home. shagged-a-dingdongers. *roars*
but i'm still very glad to have met up with zee this weekend instead of pubbing with the bunkmates or clubbing or whatever.
160706 2045 tanah merah mrt
170706 SOC test
190706 IPPT test
i'm super shagged now. may update again tmr.
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16th july 06
happy birthday to me
special thanks to :
mama - $60
mum - breakfast
dad - sending + fetching me to/from camp
zee - her plenty prezzies, dinner night out, long strolls and heart to heart talks. =)
cal, ern, noe, beng, kleb, reg, ronald - lunch at bab-noodles
charms - birthday wishes and that beaming smile
a.lina - $20
fiona - nice birthday wishes
tingy - nice birthday wishes
worship team - birthday wishes
ezra and esther - birthday song!!
gillian - prezzie
thanks to all the other peeps who wished me and were not mentioned. thankies guys =]
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| 3weeks |
[01 Jul 2006|10:14pm] |
heyhey. this is my 3rd week in BMT and yep still in one piece. Had high fever the day before bookout. -_-" how bad is that. 38.4 degree celcius. so it's gonna be another 3 weeks of intensive training then it's pre-JRC which is pure slacksation. pre-JRC will last for 3 weeks then it's POP rehersal.
schedule for next week:
020706 1945 Book in at Tanah Merah Mrt Station
having rifle range on monday and tuesday. COMBAT RATIONS!!!! urm, okay, not all the rations are nice la.
there's gonna be a 4km road march on friday i think.
anyways, i hope to get well soon la. if i had felt better during book out, i would have been able to have gone home with her. gees. oh wells. been a long time since i saw her man. heard she gfot omething for me. hmmm..... small or big. i chose small. haha. lets see when the time comes. =D
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| first book out |
[24 Jun 2006|09:20am] |
i wun talk much about specific details of the training inside. it's really torurous when u put in effort to try to correct things but people are not returning the favour by putting in least some too. Selfish turds.
there were many people who were very nice. They smsed me words of encouragements and best wishes. There were some who didnt. >.< No Names mentioned. Some special people mentioned some things which really did help me continue running the race in camp. when i want to give up i always remember this. "Mind Over Body" Mental strength over physical strength.
on bookout day, 23rd june, after like 100 step ups, countless 50metre sprints, hundred of pushups and crunches and over 200 jumping jacks, i turned around at the parade square and i saw a huge rainbow. wow~. and guessed who i immediately thought of? yeah, for those who know. Den someone shouted," there're 2 rainbows!" omg~.... there was a faint rainbow just above the more evident one. beautiful rainbow across the horizon. the smell of the salty air and the scorching sun in ur eyes. wow.
zihui's going to cambodia for 6 mths in september for work. as much as she is reluctant to go, i guess she will benefit from it at the end of the day. lets jut pray for her safety and that her walk with God in the deepest, darkest times of her life will flourish even more. now me, i'm sad.
well, 8 more weeks to go nd we'll see what's next for me.
sms if u want/need to. i'll chk my handphone on weekday nights. weekends, just call me. adios~
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| final entry |
[08 Jun 2006|09:53pm] |
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i've cried enuf,
everything seems bluff
seperate truths from lies,
which is disguised?
i'm sick of ranting
senseless words of hate
the anguish and agony
i rest my case
maybe it's one
otherwise its for fun
no.that girl, this God
my last hopes i have is in you
my incomplete heart
this surreal life shall depart.
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| 4 more days |
[05 Jun 2006|01:21pm] |
orite. guess my time is running short, dun wanna let things of the heart detour me from my eventual end of the tunnel.
i guess i've gotta open my big fateyes and look around. be thankful for what is already happening around me. My pessimism has already deprived me of some. nth can get them back. but just to prevent more from being lost, i shall do my paradigm shift. =) Focus, and u will find.
Above all, love is essential. Just secondary at this point. or so i have to make myself think.
God Bless
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| gone |
[03 Jun 2006|12:59am] |
nice try paul!!!!
hopes dashed. u're an asshole paul.
ended again with "i'm sorry"
i cant...i cant....
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| finally |
[01 Jun 2006|08:03pm] |
okay, so after ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.7) fin_13 told me to post, here i am.
here's the awesome pig i received. it's real cuddly with soft styrofoam sponge balls inside wrapped over with peach lycra spandex. thanks.i believe i have shown my appreciation. Lol.
going back to changi naval base tmr at 0930 to get my bmt pack at the training shed. bahh... i hope i get the car man. i'm too lazy to travel all the way inside. think abt the extra sleep i get if i drive. >.< oops. lazy lazy Paula. Well. not any longer i'd be able to be lazy though. ha.
Monday going wild wild wet with theneighbourhoodkids. I'm gonna like be the eldest there. so pls anyone my age wanna join us? Just for the fun.
Tuesday, i realised it's gonna be my graduation ceremony. So yeah. i dun think i want my parents to be going. Gonna be damn boring. Bahhh... i'm deciding to bring a book to read. i've already completed John C.Maxwell's ATTITUDE 101 while waiting at Changi Hospital for my appointment. Wonder what's next. Hope to hang out with her after that though.
guys, please pray for my wrist. left one especially. the pain is haunting me again. yes biking. thank you people, not forgetting thank you God.
wishlist:
NOT TO GO CAMBODIA to put it nicely, pray for the favour from the bosses and the understanding that Singapore is of a better work environment.
Abroad after my BMT (Just to relax, shop, have fun) [Pending based on circumstances]
clean room
more certs in my portfolio
my own dog
someone other than that PeeG to cuddle
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| calender of events |
[25 May 2006|03:28pm] |
30th may - starry starry night
31st may - changi general hospital. check up for my broken shoulder.
3rd june - changi naval base to collect uniform and stuff
6th june - __________
9th june - BMT
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[20 May 2006|01:47pm] |
| Your Pimp Name Is... | 
Pimp Daddy Pump |
| Your Love Life Secrets Are | 
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
| You Are a Frappacino | 
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low |
| Your Personality Profile | 
You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.
A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. |
| Your Quirk Factor: 52% | 
You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them! |
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| super sunday |
[14 May 2006|11:58pm] |
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zee went to church today!!! yay!!! felt that todays worship and sermon really spoke to her. thank God cos i was worried it was irrelevant. Praise God how everything fitted so nicely. blessed to be a blessing man. went lunch with the guys and 2 new additions, zee and reuben, to carls jr at suntec. shared a burger but still damn full. haha. jokess. den walked round a bit before MRTing back to the east. walked and talked lots. blessed again. went to pasir ris fishing pond to sit and talk some more. haha. catch up since primary school man. sent zee off to sakura den i bus-ed home. rode my baby. injured my right shin after a failed attempt to bunny hop over a puddle of water. and the seat hit my left inner thigh. ouch. went home for a few mouthfuls of some remainder dinner. den fetched mum from expo to visit matt's grandma's wake again. i still miss ah ma. just got back and yeah too lazy to exercise already. last weekend as a civillian. next week work starts. i dun want zee to go cambodia man. =(
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